Stardust

Rebirth
by Eiluned

Archive: Yes, but please let me know where it’s going first.

Disclaimer: Jean belongs to Marvel, not me. Alas, alack… a lass, I lack… ::smacks self::

Rating: Work-Safe

Summary: What do you do when your world is turned upside down? 300 words.

Notes: Dedicated to Meg. ::hugs:: Thanks to Deke for the quick beta.

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You know, I never really thought about what it would feel like to lose Scott. Yes, I thought I had lost him when he merged with Apocalypse, but I haven’t ever thought about really losing him. As in losing his love, his affection, his attention.

I’ve felt him slipping away for months. He isn’t the same man he was before, and I can accept that. What he experienced was more than enough to change a man. And when he told me he needed time, I gladly gave it. I was so happy to have him back that I would have given him the moon if he’d asked for it. I even gave up sex.

The breakup was a mutual thing. Amicable, if any breakup is amicable. The divorce papers have been filed. We both moved to different rooms. I don’t think either of us could face the prospect of staying in the room where we’d built a life. I’m keeping myself busy with the school; he’s away on missions. We don’t see each other much. I try to ignore the fact that he’s spending a lot of time with Emma.

But something strange has happened to me. It’s like… it’s like my life has suddenly opened up in front of me. Things that I would or could never have done when I was with Scott suddenly appeal to me. I think I’m learning to stand on my own two feet after so many years being part of the ScottJean entity. And it’s glorious. It’s liberating. It’s like a rebirth into a new life.

Sometimes I think this divorce is the worst thing to happen to me, and sometimes it’s the best. Maybe it’s a combination of the two. But I’m doing the only thing I can do.

I’m moving on.

End

“I miss you.” & “I’ve never done this before.”
by Eiluned

Archive: Please ask first.

Disclaimer: Still not mine.

(Ultimate Logan/Jean)

“I miss you.”

He turned to look at her. “What?” he asked.

“I do,” she said, looking up at the ceiling. “Everything’s happened so quickly lately. It’s like there’s no one to trust anymore.

“And I miss the touch of your body. Having something to find comfort and pleasure in.”

He watched her from the door, speechless.

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(616 Scott/Jean) (Yes, I know. Hell just froze over.)

I miss you.

You’ve only been gone… dead for a few days, and I feel so alone, like there’s no one on this earth that knows how I feel. Everyone is walking on eggshells around me.

I miss the little things that I took for granted. I wish you were here.

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(616 Remy/Rogue)

“I’ve never done this before.”

“You just hold on tight to Remy’s hand, chére.”

“But I’m scared, Remy.”

“Dere’s no reason to be, Rogue. Like I said, just hold on to my hand.”

“What if it hurts? I’ve never….”

An exasperated sigh. “It won’t hurt. It’s a rollercoaster, for God’s sake.”

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(616 AU Logan/Jean) (takes place just after the Logan-flirts-with-Jean-Logan-fights-with-Angel scene in Classic X-Men #1)

“I’ve never done this before.”

Her voice was soft and frightened, and he reined in his desire. “Don’t you worry, darlin’,” Wolverine whispered, kissing her. “I’ll take care of ya.”

There was no hesitation. Jean nodded and opened her legs to him, letting him settle between them.

She gasped as he pushed inside of her.

—–

(Movieverse Bobby, John, Rogue)

“I’ve never done this before.”

“Oh, come on, John.”

“What if someone walks in?”

“No one’s gonna.”

“Is it gonna feel weird?”

“Yeah, it’ll feel weird at first, but after that it’s cool.”

“Okay.”

(rustling of clothes)

“Oh, wow. It’s really tight!”

“Feels good, doesn’t it?”

(a door opens)

“Rogue!”

“Oh my GAWD! Why are you wearing my underwear?! Perverts!”

—–

(616 Bobby/Hank) (pre-cat Hank)

“I’ve never done this before.”

A grin full of fangs. “Neither have I, Robert. Consider this newly discovered territory.”

Bobby licked Hank’s belly, rubbing his fur the wrong way, eliciting a deep moan. “You’ll have to tell me if I’m doing it right.”

Hot mouth slipped over engorged flesh, licking and sucking enthusiastically.

“Oh, you’re definitely doing it right, Bobby.”

Hurt
by Eiluned

Archive: Please ask first.

Disclaimer: I don’t own the X-Men. Woe is I.

Rating: Adult

Summary: It hurts to realize that your lover is thinking of someone else while you’re inside of her. Scott/Jean, shades of Jean/Logan. 616 verse. 135 words.

Notes: Angie asked for Scott acting like Logan in bed with Jean. I’m sure this isn’t exactly what she meant, but when I get inspiration, I have to run with it these days. It’s a smidge over 100 words, but I couldn’t bring myself to cut anything else. Big thanks to Unanon and DivaJess for the editing help.

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He rolled her underneath him, touching her reverently. Her eyes were closed tightly, her back arched. He kissed her long and hard, but her eyes stayed shut.

And it suddenly dawned on him.

She was thinking of someone else. Cold anger swept through him.

He grabbed her wrists and pinned her down, thrusting into her more forcefully than he ever had before. She gasped in surprise and pain, her eyes flying open.

“Scott, what are you–?”

He thrust hard again, watching her wince, the anger in his gut turning hot. “You want me to be Logan, so I’ll fuck you like him.”

He might as well have slapped her. She was instantly closed off to him, body and mind. He pulled out and crawled off of the bed, leaving her to curl up alone.

End